Anniversary trips! They're a hell of an experience, especially when it's the only real vacation you get, as well as one of the few times you get to see one's partner for more than just a couple hours before bed.

I love our time together, and I wish we had more time to spend with eachother. The most common feeling I get after every vacation is simply the fact that I have to wait a long while before another extended experience. Between not having work, and not having a social life, it's the only chance I get to feel like a part of the real world as well, which is an odd feeling to have to carry. Could I fix this problem? Absolutely! Will I? Absolutely not!

At least not for now. I have no energy to put myself out there, especially with all this risk of eventually being sent into a concentration camp... for lack of more eloquent terms. I am hopeful though that one day I will have a day-to-day job again and waiting won't be nearly as treacherous as it do be today.